Friday, August 21, 2009

Gratitude

It has been a long week. The question after the robbery hasn't been about surviving with the 5 stitches in my head, loan money and a new phone but coping with day-to-day life. While not being in my best emotional shape my tolerance to any kind of bad luck diminished completely. When a cashier at the 7-Eleven didn't have enough change from rm50 and I didn't have smaller coins to buy the tissues and bottle of water I burst into tears. And when I couldn't get home after work until a locksmith changed the locks cause my new key was a wrong one and in the end I got home 4 hours later than planned. I was tired, hungry and screaming to the empty hall way "I hate this country. Let me go home!" and few lonely drops of tears fall down my cheek again. 

But I'm lucky. Even if my "honeymoon" with Malaysia is now officially over I still can and will answer when asked "what you think of the Malaysia?" that "I like it a lot". The people are friendly and polite. I can do the things I most love: travel, design, theatre and art. The food is heavenly. I'm even getting use to the weather and the traffic. I've had plenty of  positive experiences here. Even in my greatest despair I was very lucky to meet the people who were willing to help. I don't have enough words to express my gratitude towards my good-hearted saviors. Instead I decided to draw them a Thank You -card.
To the Indian boy Saren who were the first ones to arrive to the crime scene. He got me help and calmed me down while I was still crying in shock.
And to Kien Lee and Soon Heng who took care of me after the accident. They for example treated me a Chinese vegetarian dinner (cause "good food is good comfort" as Kien Lee said) where I was able to taste vegetarian chicken! They also gave me a cute new sketchbook to replace the stolen one and even their own digital camera for me to borrow.
I might make one more card for the doctor. Besides the mentioned I have many friends to thank: Nic who borrowed me his phone - my "dads" Raymond and Hisham of their help and caring - Sam who took care of things in the Finland's end - Manis who escorted me to the police station to do the report - Pallavi who offered to be my bodyguard - Bettina who gave mortal support a good list of tips how to be more cautious. Just to name a few. The support of my family and friends has been important. I'm lucky to have such a  force to back me up! Terima Kasih!

4 comments:

  1. My dear Elli!
    It is always a blessing to hear your voices and narrations of your experiences regardless what have happened...
    My sincere thanks also to all the people who have given you a helping hand in time of needs.
    Thank you very much for just being You, a good ambassador for us all and am very proud of you.

    malo
    sam

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  2. voi elli, toivottavasti hermot palaavat pian tolalleen. Ymmärrän täysin tuon äkillisen sietokyvyn katoamisen kaiken pienenkin vastoinkäymisen suhteen, kun itsekin olen ajoittain ollut sellaisessa tilassa. se on inhottavaa, mutta menee ohi. tärkeintä on tietää, miten maailmaan niin kuin oikeasti suhtautuu.
    onneksi sulla on siellä paljon tukijoukkoja.
    iso hali!
    <3 anna
    (ps. photo boothissa voi laittaa semmosen peilauksen, että se kääntää kuvan ei-peilikuvaksi heti otoksen jälkeen)

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  3. Sam: Thank you of the beautiful words! hugs

    Anna: Oh. Mä löysin sen flip kohdan nyt photo boothista. Hyvä tietää! :)
    halaus

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  4. Never forget you are very much loved by us all <3

    Eräänä päivänä olin matkalla töihin kuunnellen samalla musiikkia kun yhtäkkiä korviin kajahti tutulla äänellä "Miksi oloni on niin apea onneton.." Olet Elli ihanin Siiri aina ja piristit kovasti päivää, tai ainahan sää. :>

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